Stories - FD Thornton

While my head seems to be in a good place, my “Spidey Senses” are starting to tingle. Feeling a little discomfort, I’m hoping for the moment it’s just a panic attack. These things hit you sometimes out of the blue, but what can you do but talk yourself down. It’s funny after all these years how your mind can still race on about the “what ifs”. When it comes to my panic, my mind’s takes whatever I’m feeling and runs with it. At the moment it’s a slight discomfort in my chest. So is it real, is it not? My panic doesn’t care it’s just running with the feeling. Surprisingly enough my mind is still basically in control, which is the weirdest thing when you think about it. Because while my panic gets up a head of stream, my head will say, let’s wait a minute and see what happens. I suppose that’s what happens after 24 years of dealing with it. It’s funny in a way how this whole thing works. In a way I’ve adapted my panic into my existence. For one I use it to monitor myself

In June of this year I posted the last time here on Blogger. At the time I was publishing work on a number of social media sites. What decided to do was consolidate all my work to one webpage. But to be honest considering how long I have published on Blogger I didn't have the heart to just shut it down. So for a while, I'm going to restart this blog and see what happens. - FDT Seeds are usually small things they come in all shapes and sizes. The neat thing about seeds it that that one of them has the potential to produce so much. One seed of corn has the potential of creating several ears of corn. One acorn like the one you see here (left) can produce a mighty oar tree, generations beyond yourself can enjoy. I don't know why I'm bringing this up. I suppose if nothing else it's to say, ideas and dreams can start small and insignificant. But if nurtured, weeded, and watered they can grow into wonderful productive, beautiful things. Far to often we discard ide